urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cstyle2004 cstyle2004 cstyle2004 2005-09-20T01:57:36Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cstyle2004:40712 2005-09-20T01:57:36Z 2005-09-20T01:57:36Z the music im producing havent done this forever......<br />life is getting better, but i hate every time we stop talking i start having these crazy dreams that wake me up sweating and shaking and stuff. but now i know the cycle so maybe it will take less time then last to be strong again.<br />anyways, im becoming a gym rat because i really want to be successful this year in basketball, like when i look at the big picture, this year is what i have been playing basketball for my entire life. so each day i am trying to get better :)<br />also, i am starting to go to church now regularly again. and i need it. god calms and it always cahnges my perception on things.<br />and if anyone is interested im am so focused on school and am challenging myself to set the curve in all my classes. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cstyle2004:40680 2005-06-06T04:45:07Z 2005-06-06T04:45:07Z so last night at about 2, nash and jimmie call me drunk and nash's so i roll over there. ha haha jimmie was funny with his micky mouse ears on.<br /><br />today....<br />went to storbecks to do a project. lunch for fat richs b day. work was forever and i kept getting lost out in like grimes. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cstyle2004:40205 2005-06-05T07:44:52Z 2005-06-05T07:44:52Z so today i woke up and went to the mall.<br />then i went to lexy's. lexy made me and koko pasta which was awesome and we all hng out til i had work.<br />from work i bounced around places but nothing was that tight. o yeah, and lexy and koko are mad at me for the first time ever. but maybe they wont be when they are sober. <br />f it. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cstyle2004:40184 2005-06-04T07:45:21Z 2005-06-04T07:45:21Z so after school i had practice then hair cut. then stopped by the spa for a sec.<br />then me sean skylar sam nash and lapp rolled over to mandy jay's.<br /> there we ordered food and played some games. man was it fun.<br />then alot of other people arrived, but by the end of the night it was me making up dance moves with mark iggy and savage. so much fun! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cstyle2004:39759 2005-05-31T05:36:40Z 2005-05-31T05:36:40Z friday....<br />Anderson's party. what a sausage fest! it was fun though. afterwards at the park, i got got hilarious pics of nash.<br /><br />saturday....<br />beach with the fellas. went to the pool for a long time afterwards. <br />SO.... me and nash are talking in his backyard, and MOTHA FUCKIN ANDREW DUFFY WALKS INTO HIS HOUSE. OMG !<br />then me duff and nash got food at westcoast, and all the guys, and lexy koko amanda anessa and bri met up with us.<br />then koko and lexy left and we rolled to someones house.<br />then went over to lexy's for a little b day bash her brother was having. and his best friend is the most amazing piano player ever.<br /><br />sunday....<br />universal studios with all the guys. took pics with Que from Pimp My Ride. all hung out at mikes, and i won in quarters like i always do !! vizzi was done for. lexy took me home and we hung out for a little bit til she had to leave. shes the best !! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cstyle2004:39425 2005-05-22T07:18:54Z 2005-05-22T07:18:54Z friday...<br />bought my new sunglasses. got started at nahs's at like 3 ! ha haha and kept going til 3 in the morning.<br />went to this girl jessicas in the cantaras which was tight. then went to nash's til i left with jimmy and we rolled to some other persons house then to another persons but it was all one big blur.<br />saturday....<br />I QUIT BASKETBALL !!! <br />work til 8:30.<br />koko came out and hung out.<br /><br />tomorrow....<br />church with lexy :) megan and grant. should be fun.<br />then hw for the whole week i missed.<br />then work from 5 to 8. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cstyle2004:39224 2005-05-20T06:35:12Z 2005-05-20T06:35:12Z work tonight.<br /><br />saw stars wars with my mommy.<br /><br />lexy is gonna be gone the whole weekend.<br /><br />GETTING TRASHED AT NASH'S TO MAKE UP FOR ALL MY MISERY !!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cstyle2004:39049 2005-05-19T22:13:09Z 2005-05-19T22:13:09Z treasures :( urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cstyle2004:38791 2005-05-19T05:49:24Z 2005-05-19T05:49:24Z woke up late. i love it.<br />went to the gym.<br />went and got an exhaust put on max. yep!<br /><br />then work for a couple hours. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cstyle2004:38409 2005-05-18T04:03:12Z 2005-05-18T04:03:12Z had my surgery this morning.<br />it was so scary!<br />they tricked me when they put in my IV and i liked flipped out.<br />...and when i got home, there was roses on my doorstpe from lexy. thank you bella.<br /><br /><br />tonight, hanging out with Ben! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cstyle2004:38205 2005-05-15T20:27:23Z 2005-05-15T20:27:23Z today went to church with LExy, grant, mikey and nick.<br /><br />came home and cleaned the garage.<br /><br />work from 4 til closing. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cstyle2004:37939 2005-05-15T01:47:01Z 2005-05-15T01:47:01Z prom was the bomb. we only stayed for a few songsbut it was still alot of fun.<br />went to justins and got shitted. <br />then lexy picked me up and we went to this huge tight house in santa rosa and i ended up falling asleep there.<br /><br />I MADE SO MANY LIKE LIFE LONG FRIENDS LAST NIGHT. ONE GREAT NIGHT, LET ME TELL YA! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cstyle2004:37665 2005-05-13T22:19:37Z 2005-05-13T22:19:37Z so i stayed home today cuz i didnt go to sleep last night cuz i had to much on my mind.<br /><br />i get a call from my mom and i guess im suspended the whole entire next week.<br /><br />good thing ben is home now so i guess me and him will just play video games all week.<br /><br />im nervous for rich finding out! he is gonna whoop my ass urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cstyle2004:37409 2005-05-13T00:35:07Z 2005-05-13T00:35:07Z spent most of the day in the office.<br />then got yelled at by my basketball coaches.<br />went to the game with mo and we were doing 360 in the grass and the guy took my plates so im probably gonna get in trouble for that now.<br />FUCK... WHY AM I DOING DUMB SHIT LATELY!<br /><br />after tomorrow night, IM DONE WITH EVERYTHING...EVERYTHING !!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />it was u that always used to keep me out of trouble. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cstyle2004:37300 2005-05-12T04:56:54Z 2005-05-13T00:41:30Z so today.....<br />went to school and it was boring. i was heated at lunch cuz people are so stupid. errrrrrr.<br />the during 6th got into a lil thing with some kid.<br />then adult ed was pretty stupid but i survived.<br /><br />o yeah and i watched Mo strike out at his baseball game ha ha ha. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cstyle2004:37011 2005-05-11T03:23:20Z 2005-05-11T03:23:20Z so school was boring.<br />then i had adult ed which was fun because ms. gardner is my wife.<br />then i had work which sucked because i had to deliver to Nannyberry twice. alot of memories that i didnt want to think about. fuck. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cstyle2004:36784 2005-05-08T07:39:34Z 2005-05-08T17:00:19Z today was TIGHT!!.....<br /> well me matty timmy nash and davey went to the batting cages blasting our boy Ken's rap cd ha ha ha.<br />then met up with everyone but i left cuz i was mad a lexy.<br />then robby fought mikey. and mikey needed brass knuckles but it didnt help.<br />then lexy came back and we talked about it and were cool now. then we followed everyone the rest of the night and had to pick up drunk skeet and take him home. lexy is awesome!<br /><br />p.s. this Friday is gonna be tight. im done considering others feelings. uh son! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cstyle2004:36521 2005-05-06T05:19:56Z 2005-05-06T05:19:56Z yeah, so today i went to the doctor for my back and i find out tomorrow or this weekend whats wrong.<br /><br />Lexy came over today. and my brother came home so we all hung out. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cstyle2004:36117 2005-04-28T05:07:02Z 2005-04-28T05:07:02Z everyone keeps coming up to me telling me how u are like announcing how happy u are with him. fuck this shit. i just cant let go, why? im throwing away what i have left of highschool on someone who is with someone else ha ha ha its pathetic.<br /><br />anyways im on my way of getting a 66 mustang! im so happy! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cstyle2004:35857 2005-04-24T00:16:14Z 2005-04-24T00:16:14Z haley is officially with clark. no one understand the pain. NO ONE!<br />and i turned down Lexy to prom, and now i feel like a jackass cuz lexy is pissed and im still considering haleys feeling for some reason.<br /><br /><br /><br />fuck the world urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cstyle2004:35714 2005-04-17T18:28:45Z 2005-04-17T18:28:45Z i woke up and went to the valley with nash and rob. then we got back and went to mikes.<br />then i had work from 4-8. <br />everyone met me at work and we all went to alanas from there. it was all good until people who were not suppose to be there showed up. i am sorry for yelling to whoever this concerns besides thomas. i shouldnt of yelled i should of just ogt out of the house.<br />anyways, mike's was so much fun!!!!!!!! burch is the funniest person ever. and everyone had a great time. but im still a pussy. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cstyle2004:35400 2005-04-16T22:45:37Z 2005-04-16T22:45:37Z why do i read ur lj? im such an idiot. i saw it coming so that makes it even worse. i knew u were gonna get with him and start liking him. yet i still cant move on and try new things that are right in front of me. im such a pussy over a slut.<br /><br />GETTTING SO FUCKING DRUNK TONIGHT. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cstyle2004:35093 2005-04-14T04:55:20Z 2005-04-14T04:55:20Z i need to start getting to church on sundays. every time me and her start to become whatever, i become this angry mean person. thats probably because she is this monster **** around her friends and around me she is a totally different person. like she is an angel. errrrrrrrrr urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cstyle2004:34975 2005-04-11T00:15:19Z 2005-04-11T03:09:17Z friday-<br />hung out with my bf. got blitzed off kush, went to yamas and ate more than the whole place combined, almost fell asleep in the spa, and tried to scramble up money for slurpees. so much fun.<br /><br />saturday-<br />basketball games (dominated). lost a bunch of money at work. hung out with girls at mo's. then went to fisher's and kicked it.<br /><br />Sunday-<br />avengers game at staples center. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cstyle2004:34579 2005-04-03T23:27:43Z 2005-04-03T23:27:43Z last night of spring break. we all hung out at mo's and some girls came over. we all hung out. it was alot of fun.<br />then i went and kicked it with hales for a bit and man was she drunk. she was punching me as hard as she could in the face, trying to turn the wheel while i was driving, didnt stop talking about other guys, put my car in park why i was driving (messed my car up badly), and she topped it all off by jumping out of the car while i was moving. and i still love her.<br />then since all that happened with her i was way late getting home and my parents say im "grounded" now. ha haha ihave never been grounded before so i think fat rich is full of shit.